Procrastinating

rawrr....ages since i blog

Im still procrastinating if i should still continue blogging.
Reasons?

1) Im so Lazy...
2) I cant express my feelings just by mere words anymore
3) People who claim to know me( Anonymous people) loves to criticise what ever i have to say.

I miss home and all the good food.
I know its random but im stressing from finals.

My Jewelry Tree

Got this from Handorf.My friend Sheldon got this for me as an early Christmas present.haha

Tadaah~

lol My very own jewelry tree holder thingy...

I decided to make my own jewelry holder when i realise the jewelry holders here are too expensive for me.It cost about 30+ aud for the same jewelry holder i could get at the same price but in Ringgit in Kuala Lumpur.

And for those people who know me for a very long time...well yea,i am actually starting to like jewelries and accessories (also meaning I'm spending more money).

How did this idea of a jewelry tree came about?

I was at a craft exhibition a few weeks ago and saw this pretty jewelry tree thing but made out of wire where the wires are twisted to form a tree.It cost 25Aud(roughly rm70) for that wire thing so i don't think its worth it at all.Rm70 for roughly twisted wires...crazy..

Initially i decided to copy the marvellous idea by buying wires and twist it to form a tree.

But it is so much work and i just couldn't be bothered.To hell with it.

Than one night while i was in the mist of sleeping the idea of just picking up a dead twig and sprucing it up abit to form my own effortless jewelry struck me.I was ecstatic about the idea and got out of bed at 8am the next morning to hunt for a twig.haha It is winter now so it is pretty easy to find twigs lying around on the sidewalk.

How to make it?

1) Find twig or a large branch depending how big the jewelry tree is going to be( Find one that has plenty of tiny branches in order to hang more stuff)

2) Find pot to put twig in

3) Get one of those flower sponges where most of the florist use to put fake flowers in

4) Spray paint twig and pot ( I did mine in gold(for tree) and black(for pot) )

Step 4 is optional but i think the gold gave it a more expensive and classier look don't you agree?

There you go...a cheap and effortless jewelry holder.

Harry Potter is a huge dissapointment

What happen to Harry potter movies?

The quality of the movie seem to deteriorate after each sequel to Harry Potter.

Maybe I'm to blame.

I always put high hopes that this time Harry Potter would be good(at least worth my money) And yes,without fail been slam down by huge wave of disappointment.

I guess i was expecting more magic and action in this movie but sadly it came out to be more of a romance and comedy flick.argh...

The ending of the movie? It is P.O.S.(thanks Kay for teaching me this..haha)

I waited 2 and a half hour for what it feels like a 10 minute showdown?

haha and than its the end.lol

So crappy!

Why cant they fight a little bit more and have Harry Potter hurt Professor Snape for killing poor Dumbledore instead of him shouting dramatically and trying to hurt him.

The worst part is he look so weak when all Professor Snape did was a swish of his wand and he had Harry Potter flying across the field.

Omg...thought he was the chosen one...And to think he was stronger than lord Voldemort.Maybe he was stronger when he was a baby.

Anyway, Ill rate this movie 5 out of 10 because I love Harry Potter books.hehe

Dinner with jeremy and michelle

Hey guys,i know i havent been updating at all but im so busy lately...having fun.xp
Blog will soon be updated.
Going ikea now..whee~

Helpless...

We are not fortunetellers...
we cannot predict the future..

We are not machines...
We have feelings..

We are not rich...
We cannot book a ticket and fly to each other as much as we like..

There is only so much a person can do,
I know 4years apart and distance will take its toll,
BUT...
We are only human..
I AM only HUMAN..
There is only so many times a heart can bleed,
and mend again,
There is only so many times tears can flow,
But you and i know..
one day those tears will finally dry up
and never flow again.

I love you...but if holding too tight to you means misery and sorrow,
I will....
let you go.

Working in the factory again

work work work...oh well,i pretty much guess that humans are just created to work and its all for the love of money. I secretly took pictures of the factory this time so i could post them up.haha I only took pictures of the kueh tiaw section because i work there.I have appreciate kueh tiaw so much right now because i know it isn't easy to make.

See those white folded blanket stuff,it is a whole bunch kueh tiaw which i have to fold.
Looking extremly shitty~life of a factory worker isnt all that glamorous..

Everybody look the same!

Making pizza in couzie house

Pizza!Me and my cous decided to make pizza from scratch and it was so much fun.I especially enjoy the decorating part and surprisingly not so much the eating part.


2cups of flour
1 cup of warm water
2 teaspoon of yeast
1 tablespoon of virgin oil
and woala~fat dough is what you get

After 3 hours~look at how much it has grown

Way too much bbq sauce..me likey

My decorated pizza.I know it look like shit but its my crappy phone camera fault!I swear it looks good in real life

Girls arent weak..

Took this in flinders

Long dreaded exams are finally over.Now its time to Partay! Anyhoo, went to Flinders university yesterday to accompany my cousin to get her assignment.I must admit flinders is a whole lot bigger and prettier than Adelaide Uni.I forgot to bring my camera so i only took like..3 pictures with my crappy phone?

BBq stand in flinders, right next to the lake

Oh yea,did i mention i join the uni gym?haha i had to!I'm eating like a dinosaur and i just don't care.So i made a commitment to exercise and join the uni gym.



So Kay if your reading this,JOIN the freaking gym as well. I don't know whether its just me or something else but why does everybody has this " You?..Join the gym "eyebrows arch" kinda expression when i tell them i join the gym.



Erm...seriously,why not??And do you know what kind of answer i got from majority of the people(guys mainly) is because you don't look like the type to exercise or do "heavy" things because you look very vulnerable and girly or in other words is "You do not look like the type that can do anything". Gasp...Me?Girly???Wahahahaha...this seriously prove these people doesn't know balls about me.



FIRST of all, I'm an ex athlete aka swimmer and runner.I have experience some of the most excruciating pain known to mankind(slightly exaggerating but still true) so you have no right to say i cant take pain or cant do anything.



Secondly, I HATE being dependent on someone.I cant stand a person who relies on somebody else all the time and act all cutesy just to get something.Nobody should ever rely on somebody else( if you are under 24 it is still OK to rely on parents but after that failure is your new name) because that would mean a person has total control over another being.Talk about slaves..Argh.



Oh well...I find it funny and abit offending when someone says I am girly.Maybe it is because i have a perception that "girly" girls are girls that love to squeal/scream when they see tiny insects,loves HEllO KITTY, talk in a cutesy squeaky voice,talk/move slow, Tie hair in ridiculous hairstyle ,need people to do everything for them etc. lol i have a long list but i make my point.



Somehow it is abit weird to think that us girls cannot do anything. We have to go through one of the most painful things in life like giving birth? haha And men? puhlease...no where close.



ok enough ranting and back to my day. So i was on my way to the gym when i realise i forgot to bring my gym shorts.That would mean me jogging in denim jeans and i did not travel all the way to the city just to travel all the back home again because of one stupid pants.I spend 45 minutes walking around Rundall mall hunting for a pair of decent cheapy shorts.Who knew shorts over here were that rare! End up buying one Diadora brand shorts from Harris scarf( ugly shorts but what to do).so i went to the gym( land of hawt guys..seriously no joking) and met up with my gym buddy Edwin. He is awesome and sort of like my personal trainer.I am feeling so sore right now because of his endless sit ups and hand toning exercise programs.haha It was great and it did push me to work harder . Thanks Edwin!







Will continue updating tomorrow because im tired and need sleep pronto.

Study or not to study..what shall it be?

IN memory of Michael Jackson

What the...Michael Jackson died today due to a heart attack. OK i am not trying to be mean because i do love the guy and really bow down to his insanely good music and his awesome dance moves but i sort off knew this was coming soon. Somehow i had always thought he would suffocate and die one day due to his horrible nose condition.It really look as if it would fall off anytime ok...so yea..heart attack was never in my mind.haha Why do i show no sympathy..

I remember when i was younger and i would always listen to his number1 hit songs which are beat it and billy jeans.I "tried" to mimic his dance moves(I'm not going to post up that stupid video of me mimicking his dance move..damn embarrassing and have no idea what i was thinking!) and of cause failed miserably. lol

Why do most music geniuses die so young? Mozart at 35years old,Beethoven at 56 and now Michael Jackson at a young age of 50 years old.

Anyway,

I really hope his kids would lead a normal life after this and do rest in peace M.J.You will always be in our hearts and memories.

Annoyed~

I love being pampered...I love getting attention...but why do i hate girls who love being pampered and getting attention ?? haha Omfg...especially those who ALWAYS talk about their Boyfriend!Like literally 24/7.ish...i get it you love him..like the last million times!
Excuse the vulgarness..accidentaly read a blog where she has to include her boyfriend somewhere or another in her blog post.Even if its totaly unrelated.rarw...

White chocolate Mousse and Morrocan Lamb~

Okok i know pictures of my cousin puppy isn't related to the title. I know i have been M.I.A (missing in action) for awhile but I'm having my finals now. So what me and my cousin did to comfort ourself from exam stress yesterday(finish accounting paper..i think i can pass.haha) was whipping up a full course western food for his parents(my aunt and uncle..cous..etc) .So we decided to cook Morrocan lamb(look really good in the cook book though) and white chocolate Mousse.I was sort off in charge of the dessert because i pick it and it looked pretty hard to make..but its white chocolate mousse so who cares!

So i went straight to my cousin house right after my exam to start cooking.haha We took roughly 4hours to prepare dinner!So much for master chef..

Pictures are at the bottom .

ahaha i know it looks bad but i swear it taste good.Its part of mua dessert.
Dark chocolate for the dessert presentation.

Cousin homemade mushroom gravy for the lamb(Extremely rich! after seeing what he put in it..I'm off mushroom gravy or any other gravy for awhile)

~La Pasta~

Salmon

uncooked salmon..yuck

Grated cheese

OK..this is suppose to be edible.Its orange skin shimmering in a pan of sugar water.It IS suppose to turn red and shiny like in the book but it never did.haha oh well...still look good for decoration.

Dark chocolate rings! we waited till my aunt got back to help out with the rings because us newbies had no idea how to do it.

So after a really exhausting but fun 4 hours....

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We DID it!

I must admit it was a huge success.

Tadaa!

Salmon sun dried tomato pasta

The main course. Morrocan lamb


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My white chocolate mousse dessert!haha I am so proud of my dessert.

~THE END~

Im just NOT that into you

Love is in the air again but what if it isn't like how all the love gurus claim it is .Heart beating faster when you see that person?no. Think about the person like 24/7? eww..no. That is because i am just not into you.OK!Why cant you freaking get it.

I'm in a little dilemma. Long story short..someone has a crush on me and will not leave me alone.

I don't get it..he knows i have a boyfriend but is trying desperately to make a move on me(like trying to hold my hand?gross).I am not only scared but deeply disgusted.I show no signs of "i think i might consider you to be my next boyfriend" and i cant tell him i am not interested or anything because he has not confess or what not..its his actions and a few things he say that sort of ...you know..Its just a woman thing ok,hard to describe.

sigh..Not going to give away more details because i believe in karma.haha
So for now i am just going to pretend i know nothing and try avoiding or running away from my problems.haha Running away from problems is the best way to solve problems sometime.

Random

Hi, I am Ruby su and i am a geek.Life has never gotten this boring..plus the gloomy cold weather isn't helping either...finals are in three weeks and i have no motivation or what so ever to study.This is horrible..I am turning into a really boring person.Even Baxter is bored at me and looking outside the window full of absolutely nothing is better than hanging out with boring old me.sob...
Things i did over the week:
1) Study
2) Finish homework
3) Chat to bf
4) Chat to Sis
5) Chat to bestie

Shit...I'm geek-ified

Guess the only "fun" thing ill be doing this week is heading to my cousin house for dinner.So Fun.."roll eyes"

p/s me want life back.help

I love you too Baxter


Something to cheer me up!

A tour in Ma room

It has been almost 3months since i have been here and i realize i have not post up any pictures of my almost purplelish room yet!Anyway ,the pictures below pretty much sums up how my room looks.

Assignment after assignment~

The polka dot box is where i put all my make up and accessories

I just simply adore my bag holder!It holds up to 10 bags and it does not only display my bags beautifully,it save spaces in my already small room as well! So efficient.

This is the "one" thing i love in my room the best

The further left corner is where i put my pyjamy and what not.I got the shoe holder from my cousin( almost use up all 10 spaces!damn...where am i going to put all my future heels) , boots and dresses.I only own 4 dresses up to date while 2 of them were given to me as gifts.haha I love looking at dresses but not wearing them..i don't know why but i feel fat in dresses.

sigh...i need to add more things into my wardrobe.Look how empty and boring it is!

Heels,Bags and make-up

overdue post

Sorry for the long overdue post...im starting to lose my passion for blogging.Assignments are starting to pour in and i just finish one of them.haha Anyway, so many things has happen since the last time i blogged. It would be really boring if i wrote down every detail( plus i know some of you hate reading) plus i am lazy...so i am just going to write everything in point form.haha i am such a lazy arse.

Conclusion of my (not so exciting) week:

• Currently into spore(spore rocks!)
• Bought a gorgeous Gingham bag (used the money i earn from working)
• Got my salary of 300aud(not bad for 3days of work)
• Bought a new pair of leather heels
• Went to cousin school fair
• Went to loads of family dinner
• Gain weight..inevitable
• Watch Star Trek, confession of a shopoholic, X-men, Marlee and me, Uninvited and Friday the 13th in the cinema
• Watch HEAPS of korean drama..starting to learn their language
• Ate at Sushi place
  
• There you go...my boring life in Adelaide..sigh..life cannot be this boring. I MISS KL! I miss KAY,JOY and my SIS!
  

Reasons why KL is better:

• Food is better and there are more variety(not to mention cheaper!)
• MISS the FUN times i have with KAY KAY and JOY
• MISS shopping! shopping here aint that great
• MISS sun
• MISS being able to buy fake dvds
• WHY do they have to close all the shops at freakin 5pm?! Lord...
  
• Anyway, pictures are below..will blog more in the future.:)

Sushi place

How much i ate..lol

look at the amount they made

Damn crowded..we actually waited for 2 freakin hour jus to eat here!

Random building i admire

Food ive eaten

The School Fair

Does your school fair have an amusement park in it?

lol Petting place

Pony rides

Camel rides?

Annoyed

I'm so FREAKIN BORED! Bored to the max....argh...its 11.38pm and i cant sleep. I am currently in annoyed mode and have the urge to rant rant rant and RANT.I have two meetings with my group project mates tomorrow and apparently the time clashes. My first meeting is at 1pm and evidently more important because we are suppose to discuss about our group presentation this coming Tuesday and we have not started anything.Stress much... While the other meeting is not that important as the due date is still ages to come.

So i text my group leader to inform him that i will be late for the 2pm meeting ..Shockingly he gave me a succinct reply stating that i have to come and it is my fault that i did not ask what time the meeting was and he did discuss about this meeting before the holidays thus did not make this meeting all of a sudden.*slightly stunned and shocked at his narcissistic manner* I told him i was never inform about the time and it was never mention in any of the meetings. He said that's because i always leave early before the meeting ended and that is why it is my fault i did not know what time it was. Argh...what an absurd and ridiculous reason!I was at all their meetings and am still there until it ended.stupid...Don't talk to you tomorrow..hmph

First day at worked

Another excruciating day at the factory has past.Phew...i am so tired.Did i mention i am currently working in a noodle factory?haha For some people this might come of a shock because working in a place that require intensive labour is not really a place for weak people. haha not trying to say i am strong or masculine or anything..just want to tell certain *people* i can do it and i survive!

So annoying when people always give me that" Are you joking?i don't think you can survive look" when i tell them i might work in my uncle noodle factory. I look very weak meh?Hmph!

Anyway, First Day was HORRIBLE! To be honest i almost killed myself.But i survive and that is the point.lol I now understand the life of a factory worker and their cruel hardship.I was vehemently pushed to packed,deliver, fold rice noodles for FREAKING 12 HOURS!!!!!!!This is just plain abuse wei..sob... Even though my uncle and aunt were really nice to me by asking me to take breaks now and than but i hate starting something and giving it up when i am already half way through.PLUS,i have to start ranting on THIS particular worker(aunt Friend SON) .He is so bloody weird.He has this annoying please punch me FACE.Sometimes i do believe that some people were born to be hated and bullied.This guy cannot listen to orders for the sake of his life.The noodle factory is already in a mess as they were shortage of workers and this guy just walked around trying to LOOK busy when in reality he is actually doing nothing.I feel like punching him because he is so annoying.

There were also two young boys working there.Both 17yr old Aussie kids.My cousin told me that they asked for my age and when he told them how old i was they were really shocked and thought i was around 15 to 16years old.I do not know whether this is an INSULT or a COMPLIMENT. haha i will take it as a compliment anyway...it is better to look young than old.lol I do not want people to think i look like an old auntie.

Anyway i have work again tomorrow so i better hit the sack now.Ciao!

P/s: I am going to spend my first income on a massaging centre.My shoulder ache so badly.

Ear infection

This is a looong overdue post. Anyway,i had my ears pierce and was exuberantly happy that i am finally able to way hoop earrings.How was i to know i have crappy immune system and would end up with a slight ear infection or skin infection.wtv. It doesn't hurt but its annoying because some sort of sticky liquid would ooze out and stuff.

This is how it looked.




Damn disgusting right?


hehe anyway..it kinda happen when i took out the original earring that i first wore and put on the earrings one of my best friend gave to me during my birthday.Than stuff started happening.

Well i am just glad that is over.Ear completely heal now.haha ok,gtg...dinner time.Ciao!

I earn my first 35usd in less than an HOUR!

I know i am suppose to be blogging and posting more pictures as requested by KayKay...but i am so busy answering SURVEY QUESTIONs!haha So far i have earn 35USD in less than HALF an hour just by answering surveys posted up by companies! Amazing isnt it?As we all know Usd is 4times bigger than RM...thus i actually earn Rm140 in less than half an hour. Too good to be true?haha i dont think so.Anyway if any of you are interested in earnning cash as fast and easily as i did.Than click on the link below and sign up!

http://www.AWSurveys.com/HomeMain.cfm?RefID=moneybee90

p/s: Did i mention you get 6usd immediately for just answering a stupid welcome survey?

Fraustrated..

I hate living like this...
I hate to be always thinking about money because of my love for shopping..
I hate the fact my parents only called me to make sure i am studying and getting a job..
Argh..so annoyed...
I hate the fact i just miss my one hour class and my class test because i could not be bothered to take a 1hr ride all the way to uni for just an hour of lecture...and my conscious is killing me but my ego got the best of me.haiyo..i feel so guilty....sob sob....*i blame u cousie for influencing me not to go*
blah...
Haiyo....study study study...
study hard also cant guarantee ill get A.Why am i so lazy recently..
I want my business to kick off soon so i will feel useful again.
sob...i am so emo now!

Argh...i am such a whinner.Kla...i will stop annoying u people.ha ha

Happy Birthday Tracy

Birthdays just keep rolling in.I have seriously gain weight over the past few days.Endless dinners and cakes as it seems this month is where all the birthdays are located.

Chocolate mousse...seriously..how can you resist such temptation.

The birthday girl

after awhile we got bored and my cousin,Charmaine(Doctor in the Family)whom is currently a 3rd year student in medicine decides to test my uncles blood pressure.lol She said i have a really slow heartbeat.haha

My aunt (charsie mum) doesnt trust her skills so she took out her own electronic blood pressure tester thingy instead

My new home

I finally have internet access at home!Thank the lord.Anyway,ive just post up pictures of my unfurnish home.Have to get to class now..haha will do some serious update tonight.

The HOUSE

The Kitchen!

My empty room

The view from my room.I know its not very pretty

My bathroom




Backyard

Garage

Baxter new haircut

This is Baxter.My cousin family puppy.

This is him when he had

a lot



a lot

a lot

and a lot

of fur.



This is Baxter after his haircut.

He now look like this.

hahahaha so skinny.He is so adorable and i cant help but laugh every time i look at him.

P/s: will try to update birthday post soon

Making chai kueh

Friends and family all gather to make the traditional hakka food call Chai Kueh or in english it might be called vegetable pastry?

The tools

The filling.I know its suppose to be all vegetables but my cousin refuse to eat vegetables so my mum had to make mince meat ones.

Fried pork fat

The dough

haha ugly ones are mine

Jennifer Hawkin runway parade

Miranda Kerr and Jennifer Hawkins!

LOl HIGHLIGHT of the day

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I got to see MIRANDA KERR and JENNIFER HAWKINS up close!!!!!

Jealous much? hehe They were having these runway shows in Rundall Mall so me,cousin and aunt went to check it out.I have to admit the show was awesome and the girls are uber skinny.Talk about low self esteem and confidence after watching the show!sob...me want body like them too except for the fact they are all flat.I mean literally they are all boob-less and i am not saying this to make myself feel better or whatsoever(haha..OK maybe just a little,i am still human anyway). Jennifer Hawkins is sooooo pretty and tall!Despite those 4inch stilettos she is still tall.I bet those legs could go for miles!haha For those of you who do not know Jennifer Hawkins,she is former Miss Universe and now a supermodel.Jennifer and a couple of other models(all very skinny and tall..and one of day goes to my cousin school and she is only 17!) were modelling for the latest season of autumn and winter wear and i saw a couple of dresses that were really nice.I recorded the show so all of you could check it out yourself.Check out the heels!There are the it factor for this season.

Jennifer Hawkins people..gorgeous bod?Need i say more?

p/s: I tried really hard to upload the video but to no avail.so ill post up the video on the upcomming post if i can.

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We went to see MIRANDA KERR!!! If you think Jennifer is skinny...Miranda is SKINNIER.Personally i would say Jennifer has a better bod than her because Miranda is so skinny and i thought she look better in photos though.But than again who am i to critic when she is world renown VICTORIA SECRET model and the girlfriend of ORLANDO BLOOM.haha She is pretty...gorgeous cheek bone structure and a really sweet smile.I wasn't able to capture more pictures as you know..."ang mo" are so tall and short little me could only catch a glimpse of Miranda if i am lucky.So there you go..Miranda Kerr.

I have no idea how she did it...she has big boobs but small arms and waist and legs.Its as if god gave her a chance to create her own body.Places that were meant to be big are big and places that are meant to be small are small.haha where is the justice people! I want to create my own body too.

Cousin house

Hey guys...so i am currently staying with my cousin until the house that i would be staying for the next 3years is ready.I love my cousin new house...its located way up high in the cooling laid back area of Adelaide suburb mountain.Its always windy and the view is gorgeous.I can see most of Adelaide city from here and also the sea.The sea people!How romantic is that.I would definitely say Adelaide is one of the best place to raise a family because of various reason such as the friendly people,laid back system(a little bit slow for me though) and the gorgeous scenery!lol I want a house on the mountain too~Guess i have to work hard and achieve my dreams than.

The gorgeous and mesmerising view of Adelaide from the balcony.Its so romantic at night.Sigh...

I made cupcakes!

I made cupcakes! Its a white chocolate filling cuppy cake.hehe Its so pretty not to mention colourful.Me and my cousin made it for the bbq we are going to have tonight. Well..i have to say they tasted fairly good; average cupcakes.But who cares how it tasted like right?!I mean look at how pretty it is!Personally i think cupcakes aren't meant to be eaten...they should be the centre of attraction for any occasion like some decorative ornament.Anyway i am glad it turn out really good;had a couple of mishaps with baking..they tend to burn under my watch.:)

The bbq was awesome!We had loads of handmade sausages and patties.I ate four hotdogs and a patty and literally pass out.haha so full...To Kay my eating partner: Trust me you would love it here.hehe

Cousin puppy name Baxter.Isnt he the sweetest thing

BBQ outside.Uncle bbq-ing food

My cupcakes!

I made cupcakes! Its a white chocolate filling cuppy cake.hehe Its so pretty not to mention colourful.Me and my cousin made it for the bbq we are going to have tonight. Well..i have to say they tasted fairly good; average cupcakes.But who cares how it tasted like right?!I mean look at how pretty it is!Personally i think cupcakes aren't meant to be eaten...they should be the centre of attraction for any occasion like some decorative ornament.Anyway i am glad it turn out really good;had a couple of mishaps with baking..they tend to burn under my watch.:)

The bbq was awesome!We had loads of handmade sausages and patties.I ate four hotdogs and a patty and literally pass out.haha so full...To Kay my eating partner: Trust me you would love it here.hehe

My New handphone

I finally got my new number and not to mention it comes with a new phone for 199aud.Its in PINK!Drool....love my new hand phone.I have been eyeing this baby for about 2 months now and its finally mine.Its so adorable and its cheap!It cost about Rm650 in Kuching and it only cost about Rm400+ if you convert it.Plus it has wifi and an additional 10aud talk time.I remembered asking the sale girl for the pink coloured one and she gave me this enigmatic look and said they don't come in pink.haha dumb blond..
In the end i pointed out to her and she was gave me that "You Asian are dumb"look and said its purple.I was like..."err...no...the box stated its pink,the creator of the hp said its pink and it looks like pink."Ok maybe not...but i was literally saying it in my head.hehe Anyway ill show you a pic of the phone i am talking about.

Cute right~

Journey to Adelaide

A total of 17hours and more which includes sleeping in airports and planes,i have finally arrive in Adelaide.Phew...The journey was alright altogether except for the flight to Perth.I lost count of how many turbulence we hit and the feeling of yesterday supper frequently trying to make its way through your mouth and just barfing everywhere.Well my cousin did puke though.haha Anyway,before i left for the airport i headed for the Spring with Miss Kay for a little catching up and not to mention shopping too.I bought 2 pair of earrings and one was given to me by Kay as an early birthday gift.Muax!Thanks Kay!!!



Me and Kay last goodbye shot.lol will miss u


My earrings

Birthday prezie from Kay...thanks gal,i love it

Snap!My brother is taller than me now.

IN the terminal train with cousin.IN Singapore airport.

Finally...after 7hours of loafing around Singapore Changi airport it is finally time to board the plane to Perth.I exuberantly hop my way into the plane and eagerly waited for lunch time.I was so hungry and personally i love plane food.The feeling of not knowing what sort of food they would serve you is exciting and fun.haha

Skipping to the point...

After freaking 5hr of flying in the air,we have finally reached Perth.NO offence...but Perth look a little bit dead.Dessert dead.The airport is so small,hot and stuffy and pretty much run down.The worst part of the airport is we had to pay 5aud just to use the trolley.5AUD people!That's absurd!Since when you had to pay money to use trolleys in airports.I rather use my hands and carry my luggage's you ripper.Argh...perth is so Perth.Plus we had to pay 10aud per person to get to the domestic airport.Aren't they suppose to provide buses to bring us there anyway?We paid anyway and i definitely rate this airport 3 out off 10.

Glad to leave Perth.

Love the yummilicious pasta

WELCOME TO ADELAIDE

Apologies

Hey guys...sorry for the constant neglecting of this blog.I am finally in Adelaide! Ill update as soon as i settle down. Well, life is going to daunting on the first day of uni as i don't know anybody and it seems like everybody knew everybody by than.The girls here are tall...and i mean tall.I used to think this girl in my class call Pei qun is tall but i guess i was wrong.Majority of the girls here are at least 6 feet or taller.haha And the guys...well...u get the drift(yes..they are way taller than the girls).I feel like a lost minuscule Asian midget here.Argh...i have never been the type that craves to be different so i could get attention.Little shy me just want to fit in with all the extremely tall and pretty Australians.Anyway,i will update more about the scenery in Adelaide,the mall ( Fashion crisis! A pair of witchery boots that i really like cost about 300+aud!),the uni,the food, the fashion...the people..yata yata...i could go on.haha so toodle for now.Muax!miss all of you guys! KAY!!!!!!!!!!!Shopping here reeks without you here helping me out.You know how decisive i am.Plus my cousin don't really shop...all she does is stand there and doesn't give any fashion advice.Sob....come to Australia...he he

Finally peirce my ears!

I'm EXTREMELY HAPPY today!

I finally pierce my ears!lol I know this isn't some huge deal or some noble prize achievement news but i have never pierce my ears in my whole life and it is a ginormous deal to me.Yes,its crazy but i am allergic to pain.It is extremely enigmatic how an athlete like myself has gone through far more pain than anyone could have experience and yet still afraid of some puny piercing.The shame.

Anyway,I have always thought people who pierce their body are masochistic or something because why on earth would anybody want to hurt themself.Alas..i finally know the answer to this enigmatic question.he he For the love of beauty...and I have been dying to wear a pair of hoop earrings for ages! Its sooo pretty..even the ugliest girl in the world would magically turn into Cinderella with a pair of hoop earrings or those dangling sort..which ever they prefer.

Its funny how even the most tomboyish girl I've know had their ears pierce and not me.well...i always had tentative plans about getting my ears pierce because of not only the pain but also the swelling and infection if anything goes wrong.I can still remember how gross my friend's ear look when they swelled up and had pus oozing out.Major eww.Anyway,my mum wanted to have her hair cut so i followed her to Parkson. Then i got bored and ambled my way through some shops and decided to pierce my ears. Its a sudden thing.I was nervous at first but the power of looking good overwhelmed me.ha ha so palpable went straight ahead and

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Tadah!

Please excuse the ugly hair and yes..i know the earring is super ugly.I didn't get to choose.

Two gun shots and I'm done.The gadget they used look like some puncher thing actually...wonder why my friend said its a gun.Hmmm..anyway..screw does people who said it didn't hurt.It freaking hurt OK!That is sooo not an ant bite feeling.My cousin even said she didn't feel anything.Liar! Or maybe there are no pain receptors located at her ear lobe and i have exuberantly more than a normal human being.Darn!why cant i be like her.Ill be packing my bag now, seriously excited about tomorrow.Toodle!

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Conclusion of chinese new year

The end of my chinese new year~

Cute little Rachel wearing her daddy croc shoes

My babysitter when i was younger


Stupid leslie




Me and adeline

Me and Gino

What the hell is that?

Us swimmers cramped in a car

Charmaine and Pauline(at Sarawak club; new year dinner)

Yee shang thingy

haha had so much fun

ok...there you go smilling when im not even ready

Smile!

lol

Some mushroom with beancurd thingy..Looked like liver and intestine to me

We went to the spring to have our hair cut.My vociferous cousin,Chars decided to dye her hair.haha

super funny

Smallest pineapple tart ive eva seen!uber cute!

hehe bull chip..lol

There goes my 2009 chinese year in Malaysia.But i have to say the amount of ang pao i recieved this year has slighty increase.hehe time to splurge people!hopefuly out of serendipity i might find a leather bag that is big enough to put books and stuff.I really dont care about the price or durability as long as its pretty!haha me and bags.Somehow to me bags are more of a girl bestfriend.Im so dependent on my bag.I chucked probably anything in there...eg comb,make-up,water bottle,books,mp3 player..lalala...And if im out with my boyfriend,its going to be PSP, his wallet(haha...this item me like to get a hold on) and probably his ipod or something.I simply love bags!i cannot live without bags. So sue me if i spend over rm300+ on her bag.I simply dont care as i think its worth it if im practically using it everyday.Boyfriend has never failed to call me materialistic and a fine shopoholic queen.hehe shopping is simply one of my talents..so embrace it.

UNABLE to obtain driving license

I am extreamly angry..

The stupid motha ***** instructor freaking ripped off my money.Ive told him a million times i will be leaving for aus early this february and vehemently made him booked me a place for the test for thousand times.Evidently if he did i woudnt be blogging about this and get angry for nothing. I hate it when he keeps bragging that he used to be some low life scumbag who does underground jobs and earn a pretty hefty amount of money but have suddenly hit matuarity(yea rite) and decided to quit.pfft..like i care if he died working as some illegal gangster or not.Oh.. and how he brag about knowing almost everyone in Kuching and how he manage to make driving license for them without even having them to sit for the exams and what not.Palpable me would definitely smile politely as if he did something outstanding.What does he want?Anchor?A grand stand of applause?The noble prize perhaps? Great...now i am rm1k plus poorer for nothing.Do you know how many stuff i could have gotten with that amount of money??Kissing my new handphone goodbye now.Ignorance is a prize to pay i guess.Anyway,I am unable to sit for my exam now as he has booked my driving exam on the 11th of february.I am leaving on the 8th for god sake!Mum practically screamed at him through the telephone,discussing of another solution to this ridicilous matter.However, all he could say was:

Instructor: I thought Ruby say she is leaving mid february?

Mum: Even if she did, you booking her on the 11th isnt very wise too.You should have lefta gap of at least two week in between incase something goes wrong and she failed her test.I have told you so many times she will be leaving soon.So what about the money now?Ive already paid you rm400 because you said you need it to booked a place for her.Now what?

Instructor: Ask her to come back lo.

Mum: You think coming back is very cheap isit? I dont want her to come back neither does she want to.So my money is going down the drain just like that? After 3 years everything will be expired again.I have to pay for everything again.What are you going to now?

Instructor: There is nothing i can do.I thought you said mid february.I cant do anything.

Walaueh...*smack head* I seriously wish i had some sort of power than so i could just blast his ugly head off.argh..the nerve this people are.I hate it when people have tentative plans espeacially when i told them specificlly that im leaving this february.

Well..then it suddenly hit me about the license thing where he could help me get one without me having to sit for the exam.Bang! Problem solved.Or so i thought...so there i was talking to him and suggesting my idea about the illegal license because i really havent forgotten all the times he had bragged about getting license done illegaly.And this is what he has to say:

Me: So can you just get me a license without me having to sit for the exam?

Instructor: NO.Those JPJ people need to see who you are and the fee is different again.Probably around a thousand.

Me: *gasp* Personal talk:Fuck you lar

Instructor: Hello?

Me:OK.Nevermind.BYE.

Sob..how can he be so..malignant.sob...and getting my driving license was one of my new year resolution.Sigh..no point crying over spilled milk.i belive in karma.Hopefully ill be able to obtain my driving license in aus though.Damn..im getting old and i still dont have my driving license.Talk about embarassment..guess ill have to rely on other people again for my source of transportation.

Day one of Chinese new year

Overall,day one was pretty hectic and tyring.Dad golf friends and collegue all came at once with their family as well.Seriously chaos as they werent enough cups and plates to go around.Thats why i forgotten to take pictures of the food as well.Oh well,another tyring day and i really dont give an arse about blogging right now..so why dont we just let the pictures do the talking shall we.

Mutton Curry

Best Acah in the world

Su Siblings

Me and ma bro

Me and ma sis.The dress was given as a christmas prezie by my cous Justin.He bought it from dutch and the dutchess.

Mum collegue son

Me,sis and a super cute girl called michelle(mum fren daughter)

Than me and ma sis got bored and we decided to do this.

Haha Man this picture is cool

New year eve dinner

The occasional family reunion has arrive again..the great sensation of reuniting as a family once again after many years apart is wonderful.I have to admit im going to miss all of this crazy dinners with all the wonderful food installed once im over in aus.sigh..oh well...life is never fair.We waited untill my cous arrive which is around 9.30pm(talk about supper..fat fat).They just arrive from aus and their flight was pretty late.Anyway i had an awesome time with the family, chit chating the night away with our latest gossip of who is hotter(Edward or jacob from twilight?) ,who is with who,who's doing what etc..haha a bunch of kepo people.

The highlight of the day would have to be the fireworks...the way they lit up the skies as if nothing else matters and its just pure happiness and fun;the sound of firecrackers popping and bombing actually gave me a slight feeling of war though.haha people getting bombed and stuff..lol just kidding,im not masochistic.Anyway,i forgot to take pictures of the food we ate that night.hehe too hungry.

p/s: will upload videos of firework soon.:)

Hungry family eating away

Dad getting ready for some fireworks

Bro being bro

Me and lovely Tracy(cousin)

Sis,me,Tracy

Us and the aussie cousin




Sis,me and charmaine

Spring cleaning!!!!!

Throwing unwanted stuff away.Hehe especially the shoes...shoes that were dump in the cupboard for ages.Throwing away old stuff is fun..seriously everybody has to try it.Some of the shoes are actually torn and falling apart.eww....

Shoes!!!

Seriously...who wore this?Uber ugliness..

Mummy cleaning up too!

Stuff to be thrown away and some to donate to charity.

Preparing for CNY can be a pain...

Another day of agonizing pain of Cny preparation..Anyway,these are the reasons why i havent been updating recently and probably will be neglecting this blog for the next few weeks.:( So ive been painting the house(fence) under tremendously crazy scorching hot sun.I swear i could feel myself been cooked..As if ive just walk into this huge oven preparing to kill myself.Talk about skin cancer.

Anyway,i f any of you were wondering i spend a full 2hour under the sun.Its worst than being in math class for an hour and i thought math class was bad enough.

Before the painting started

After alot of pain...

The results

New dinning table and make up

Just got back from the spring and im tired to blog.Let the pictures do the talking shall we?

New dinning table for a new year.The old table had to go as the chairs were all falling apart.I must say it was pretty hard to look for a nice,cheap and decent table in kuching.Im proud to say that me and my mum have travelled far across the distance and agonizingly looked in all the furniture shops in Kuching to no avail.With a twist of fate and serendipity( hehe..to "him" , i cant help but use this word), we finally found this baby in Thompson while we were on our way back from dinner.hehe its fate alright.

Went to the Spring with mum to get more cny stuff.Mum wantedd to buy her make up so i decided to get mine too.hehe mum paying so gotta grasp this moment and let her pay.I got an eye liner and foundation(meaning to get these ages ago).

Spending a total of rm150 and over and you get a free red bag.Not too bad i must say.

Lol And this too.Love the bag and the cosmetic pouch.Comes with a concealer,lipstick,lip gloss and eyeshadow.Im thinking of using the bag for uni next year...i can put my laptop in it.will see.

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lalalalala

i just realised ive never been tag before.
Good thing or a bad thing?
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Must stop being lame.

I cant sleep.Meh..

Well things have been going great so far.Things are back in order.

I cant wait to go to aus,

new begining,

new life,

new everthing.

sigh.

Anyway,

I miss him..

somehow no matter how much we fought,

The amount of tears shed,

I still love him,

yes,

ive been hurt.

Far too Many times if i would say.

Yes,

he has apologise,

countless times actually,

but to no avail(im tough,haha)

But than,

i would remember his stupid jokes,

or the stupid things he have done,

like he accidenltly bought a pair of ladies slipper or make stupid faces..hmm,

Ill magically smile again.

Of course i dont want to,

im suppose to be angry right?

Im just suppose to be angry.

and its somehow a girls rule to be mad and make your man deeply guilty and sorry for pissing you off.

Heck,

who cares.I cant help it.

I miss how he makes me smile,

I miss the way he hold my hands,

I miss all the crazy things we use to do,

I miss how we would talk on the phone for hours and felt as if it were only seconds,

Most of all,

I just miss him.

The aura,

the presence,

The feeling.

Personal talk: Why the sudden emo?I so gotta chill

Tired

Too Tired to blog.

Shoulders ache..

Back ache..

Arms exhausted from all the scrubbing.

Getting ready for chinese new year is somewhat fun but excrutiatingly painful and tyring.

Shall reward myself with plenty of "bakpoh" and "keropok with acah" tomorow.

Sleep.

Hurt

We only get to chat two times a day.

We only get to see each other two times a day.

We communicate through skype.

Today which seem to be the best day ever happen to turn out to be a very horrible blessing.

We talk...he didnt really listen.

i show...he didnt really see.

i got fraustrated because i felt as if i were talking to a wall..mindless.

I started showing sign of anger(im hot tempered,its a few things i cannot tolerate n that is being ignored),

i started to question and raising my voice to get his attention,

Asking him about the previous business deal he did with my friend,

well you see,

it seems the goods he sold to my friend were defected,damage ,ruin.

He didnt seem to care nor take responsibility,

I felt angry and dissapointed and told him to msg my friend or call to sort things out,

He didnt listen as if i was dumb,empty voices filled the air,

I can feel anger,boilling in me,

yes,i was pissed.

I raised my voice.

He heard me allright,

He shouted at me,

Saying you think its very cheap isit!

I was deeply hurt,

It wasnt my problem to start with,

I felt tears in my eyes and i kept silent.

He didnt care and continue doing his things....

I was use to it...the hostility.

He than said it was I,

I who have started it.

I was shocked and deeply hurt.

The level of anger and hurt surpressing each other slowly rises,

I ask him to turn on the video call so i could see him,

The look in his eyes would tell me everything,

they say a look into a person eyes will bring you and show u his inner soul emotions,

He said no,

If u want to use the video call,

use it urself.

I was screaming and shouting by than,

hurt is an understatement,

what did i do to deserve this.

NOthing...faith?love?stupidity maybe?

I dont deserve this.

It has been too may times.

Heck,he knows im crying.

Yet,

He said can you please stop shouting like a STUPID,CRAZY WOMAN!

I stop.

I was too shock to carry on.

Words are like weapons,

They cut deeply into your soul and the wounds will never properly heal.

I know i am over sensitive.

I am just human.

only more vulnerable.

Medical check up and my new sony vaio lappie!!!!!!!!!!

Ok...so i woke at 7.30 this morning(what a drag) cz i had to go for a medical check up in order to obtain my student visa.Super annoying..anyway we went to some asia clinic and everything went well.Total cost was about rm140 including xray.hehe i look at the medical check up form and saw the various check up i had to undergo.These include body check up,special check up(wtv that is),x-ray and to my biggest surprise was mamogram.wtf...I cannot explain the horrible feeling rushing through everypart of my body espeacially my guts.eww.....i dont want some random man touching my boobie.*shivers* I had the urge to tell the doc" Hands off my boobies,they are perfectly fine and im pretty sure i dont have breast cancer."Come to think of it,is this one of the reason y male doctors are increasing each year?Gross...Anyway...after patiently waiting there for half an hour not to mention how painful and agonizing it was i was finally called into the office.They check my weight(happy to say ive drop 2kg!),height and lastly my eyesight.The nurse than pass me a strange yellow cup and told me to pee in it.hahaha i look at her for awhile before realizing its a urine test.As if i take drugs.After peeing in it and everything cleared,they took my blood pressure and check my heart beat and what not.Boring. hehe The doctor raised the green flag and im off to the x-ray clinic.ok so skip all the boring details and yea...was called into the x-ray room by the doctor and i was baffle when he told me to take of my shirt and bra.I was like what?erm....haha than he took out this blue cloth thingy(can be seen in hospitals or just watch Grey anatomy or ER) lol i have to say the room is kinda cool.Its the first time i say a cat scan right up front staring back at me.hehe i did what the doc said and change into that thin blue patient clothes and had to stand infront of this white screen board.The whole procedure only took 3 minutes.Before i knew it started the doctor told me it had already ended.darn! Waited for a couple of minutes and woala!(realised ive said the word woala way too many times..note to self...stop saying it) The results are out!i have to say my bones look pretty cool...hmm how shall i put it...petite?lol my bones are small but after all the layer of fat and muscle..i somehow look big and stubby.sob....haha the doc is really weird..he pointed to my x-ray and said my lungs are clear,heart is fine,ribs are perfect but..there is something wrong with your backbone.I have to say i wasnt at all suprise...my backbone seem extreamly abnormal froom the pic..its bend to the right.I mean im no medic student but it really doesnt take anyone with a primary school graduate to realised my backbone anint straight.Backbones are suppose to be straight isnt it?i know they are.haha mine is straight fromt the bottom and toward the neck it starts shifting to the right and then straight again.I noe i hunch a little but i can tell how a hunch backbone look like and this is nothing like it.Its jus damage and wrong.haha The doc said i was born like that or my hardcore swimming training in the pass might have something to do with it.So kids out there,word of advice dont train too hard or you going to end up like me"miss bend to the right backbone". Maybe this is the reason why i hunch.Or it could be because i hunch and my backbone shifted to the right?God knows.Well as long as i can walk,run and jump im happy with that.

After a really tyring and somewhat shocking day,mum decide to go get me my new lappie!!!ehehe the joy!Talk about the adrenaline rushing through my delicate veins throughout my body.Excitement excitement..haha i can still remember when i first laid eyes onit..i was captivated by its gorgeous outer beauty,call it love at first sight or wtv you want to call it.hehe i was entralled, spellbound,captivated or maybe bewitch by it.haha Its so pretty..hehe the specs are awesome too(maybe alil more ex than other brands but who cares!its gorgeous...did i mention its pink!)im gona skip all the boring details and get to the point.Mummy bought it for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my one true love is coming home with me.The freebies are a bluetooth back colour mouse(damn those ppl woudnt give me the pink one!),laptop bag and some other laptop bag.haha The mouse cost about rm250,laptop bag rm200+...and the other bag is about rm150.Lousy freebie.haha

And the expected pictures are at the bottom

Sony seller doggie call "lucky"

My Lappie

The Freebies!

Sony vaio bluetooth mouse

Crazily expensive

Some laptop bag

lol Branded sony angpao

Sony towel(i swear they are dumping their garbage at me)

Another bigger sony laptop bag

Sony notebook lol

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Tadaa! My new pink sony lappie.

Without flash.The picture really ugly lor...its suppose to be this super chio metallic pink colour sony vaio.End up looking brownish maroon.eww.Anyway its really pretty in the real world.hmph

Its worst with flash on

I am paranoid.

There is this Queasy,sickening,gagging feeling deep down .

I feel as if im being watch by people i know or dont know,

they criticised,

they judge,

they label,

as if you know me...

who are you?

Personal talk: i think its the effect for staying at home too long and reading other people blogs.(i think they are talking about me...)

Getting ready

I went shopping with mum two days ago to get a new luggage as my old red one is abit too small to bring to australia.we started with sarawak plaza and saw one gorgeous luggage.It has everything a traveller would possibly need to place all their belonging neatly .hehe its has pockets of all sizes,a toiletry bag etc..however it cost about rm200+ because it some branded german brand(cant remember the name) .after that we went to Tun jugah house of leather and that place is shit.Totaly nada.Anyway, we went home after that.so yea...a fruitless day.After another boring and agonizingly day of nothing to do but stay home day(thanks to the rain)...mum wanted to cut her hair and also my bro as highschools somehow have strict rules where all boys must have their hair lenght no longer than their collar. We went to parkson and woala!haha found this baby on the ground floor in some luggage fair. Its Beverly hills polo club and its theres a 50% off for it. Origanally rm 359..so all off you can do the after math.
Bought it because of the unique flower pattern on it

I was so bored today so i decided to pack my bag.haha its still a month before i leave but who cares...im bored as hell.

Had no idea i own 7 mini skirts


Me clothes(sweater,jackets,trenchcoat,skirts,polo top,tubes,jeans,flare skirt)
Hmm..thought i had more clothes but after packing i realised i dont have alot.luggage still pretty empty.Oh well!More shopping oversea than.Darn..i need to learn how to start saving..

haha bought this top in sg wang.Its a teal kimono type blouse.cost rm25

Shopoholic cupcakes

Arent there just the cutest cupcakes you ever saw?

Kuching flood

Lol kuching have been raining cats and dogs recently.It has been raining non stop for the past four days and to make things worst its the time of the year again; landa season. Well,the pictures says it all,enough said.haha The outcome of constant rain when king tide is on the brink .As im typing this,it started raining again.well..happy for the little ones as im pretty sure more schools will closed one more.
Selamat hari Banjir everyone!

lol camwhoring"again" on a flooded day.

Flood outside my house.haha Nosey little me decide to go on a " flood hunt"

The cost of poor drainage system

Feels like im living next to the river bank..gross

Dont you feel like your on a boat?

After that we decided to take a drive around kuching.haha we than decided to stop and have a look at sg.maong school(bro school).Evidently we cant pass so my dad and my bro decided to go there on foot.crazy runs in our family i must say,but its fun.haha

on the way to sg maong road...look how deep it is.

People around the flooded neighbourhood carrying their belongings away from the flooded houses




me bro

Glad i dont live here

I went into the water too..the picture give you a slight idea of how deep it is.

lappie is so slow...

I hate my laptop...its so unimaginably slow.I cant even upload any pics and it take ages to go online!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Argh!!!!me want new pink sony vaio.sob..

haha had fun with fake eyelashes

lol...ok today was extreamly boring so i thought " why not try to master the skills of fake eyelashes" And there i was, sitting there for an hour trying to figure out how to use it.It simply wont stick!darn those things...so i went online to youtube and seek for help.haha after another agonizing hour..woala!i manage to stick them on.Feels uncomfortable though..dont like the feeling of something glued to ur eye.Anyway here are the pictures.

Before puting on the fake eyelashes

One eye with the lashes while the other one is still under process.Was on cloud nine when i got the first one on.hehe yaiy me!

Exhausted

lol stupid face!!!See how thicker my eye lashes are.I think it look pretty good for a first timer...but i dont think ill be using it everyday.too uncomfortable.

The good times

hehe i made him breakfast.Alot of blood and sweat involve.who knew pancakes were that hard to cook!

I know it looks bad.cmon..i tried my best.haha but it taste good though. I suffered while frying the egg.i sear the scorching hot oil was out there to get me...after frying the stupid egg i ended up with multiple blisters.oh wel..for him i shall suffer.

p/s to him.Do not expect me to cook breakfast for you everyday. Cooking is dangerous and i am sure you do not want me to get hurt.

hahahhahahah ok...if any of you are wondering what this is...its a cake.A cheesecake to be more precise.ok...A very burnt chessecake to be exactly precise(not a chocolate cake as everyone had claimed).The bigger one is still in the fridge while we bake this tiny one because they were still left over.lol damn ugly lor...but it taste good.I say it taste good because everyone say so.Me,hwa,sis and bro bake this cake together .Me n hwa went to the grocery store to buy the ingredients and i never knew how expensive the ingredient was.The cheese itself cost about rm47!Total cost of the cake was rm72.Crazy hor...plus my service fee this cake would probably cost around rm200(i am expensive..haha) Anyway,it was fun. Baking 101: guys cant bake.

lol




The bigger one.lol its ugly but still damn proud of it

I look terrified!haha i have no idea why.I am not suppose to look scared at my brown cheesecake!

Washey washey

He look so happy.Gotta give him more house chores.haha

Christmas dinner at my place

Smile!

My messy christmas tree

i look fat.sob

i miss him...4 years apart isnt going to be easy.

im bored

Im bored out off my skull....i cannot wait for christmas to arrive. And can anyone out there define the term "typical chinese"? Our dear friend Goldie is stupid enough not to know. :) Thanks

Kay Birthday Party

Sam results was out yesterday and well...im quite satisfied with my results. lol i dont expect much anyway as long as i got into Adelaie Uni. hehe and i did! so now everything is comfirm and will be heading to adelaide this february. Celebrated Kay 18th birthday at riverside Majestic and had sushi buffet. The food wasnt that great as i expected...i ate the sushi buffet a couple years back and it was better. Guess it might be the recession thingy...who knows. lol

i forgot to take the before we ate the food pic.Xp

Hwa and me


Kay , Ping, Eileen

Me n Kay

Terence aka pui, dear, me,Kay

No idea what pui is doing

I love this pic...

I dont understand

I know im being an emo bitch right now....but i don understand...he said :"being with me is a goal not his dream,goin to usa is his dream..sorry." somehow...this phrase seem to give me the biggest impact among our conversation. Im his goal...like..an object where u get it and move on to the next goal. I remember i wanted this pair of adidas shoes sooooo badly that i fought pretty badly with my parents for it.So i started saving. And i actualy started coming up with ideas on how to earn money as saving rm2 a day seem to take forever.Well the day finally arrive and manage to earn a hefty amount of rm 100++( cost price not calculated as mum bought the stuff and i jus sell it,hehe). I had about a rm 100+ in my piggy bank by than and i bought it !haha the feeling of succeding your goal is unbelievable,almost like a drug. I love my beautiful addidas sneakers and cared for it as if it was made of gold. But shortly after that, i saw something better(nike jogging shoes!lol) and yea...coudnt really care less if my sneakers got dirty now.In the end i jus chuck my sneakers aside and got a new one....so....am i suppose to feel bad that he said im his goal and not his dream? haha i really dont know...i cant really express my feelings rite now.Can someone give me an answer?please....

I hate the world

My heart died today.It literaly stop.He is not going to aus.Comfirm.

Ups and down

I cried my eyes out yesterday night after knowing my bf might not be able to go to aus with me and instead to usa. His friend who is currently studying in one of the college my bf applied to had his mum calling the bf mum to ask him to go to usa instead and dont let this golden opportunity slip as the bf had already recieve an acceptance letter with a 50% scholarship to go with it for this feb intake.Everyone supports him to go to usa instead which includes his sis as they say aus is too ex and chances of getting a scholarship is actually 1 to a 100.sigh...we talk on the phone for ages(from 4pm to 5pm then break and then from 8pm tp 1am) discussing about the outcomes and etc.I mean its so heartbreaking as we have talk about going to aus together ,working and studying together and so on...plus knowing he would undergo his enginerring course which normaly takes about 4 years does not help either. I mean its 4 freaking years for crying out loud!i would probably be rotting by then or maybe mouldy with cobwebs in my hair.this sux!life can be so unfair sometimes.I have always tought its a test sent by god to test our hopes,trust and faith in each other but i mean cmon!thats just pure cruelty...seriously!n yes...my eyes were sore and puffy this morning,not to mention pure ugliness!then this evening he call.....he told me he recieve the conditional from adelaide.Fuck...u have no idea how happy i was...it was like i was in cloud nine or sth.Than tonight...his mum+sis talk to him about it and he called to say he is not going anymore.So i talk to him about it and he said he will give it a tought. so yea...thats all for today.

Driving lesson

Im 18 comming to 19 and i havent got my driving license.Talk about embarassment.Im so lazy to blog right now so im gona make this brief and short. I pass my table test with a score of 46 out of 50. Got my L liscense where i look like shit. Have to wake up early tommorow because of driving lesson. Well thats all for now..im gona get back to my whole bunch series i just bought.hehe Ghost whisperer,heroes and supernatural here i come!im such a couch potato.
Ohya...put up christmas tree today. Photos will be uploaded soon.

y i change blog

My old blog has gone nuts and its driving me up the wall.The dashboard for my blog has suddenly lost its layout tab and intstead it was replace with a template tag. Thus i cant add o change any gadget and stuff plus i want my chat box back.I went to several blogger helpline but to no help.I tried doing all the stuff they told me to do step by step but nothing change.So what the heck...i rather just get a new one...coudnt be bothered anymore.

Mix emotion

Getting more and more depress as days goes by....im worried of my result..im worried i cant get into adelaide uni...im worried my bf wont follow me to adelaide...im jus worried.I feel hopeless...flinders and south aus have not offer me a conditional offer yet..what if i cant get in adelaide?what should i do?i dont have a second plan....now economy has already plunge in to a recession and because of this Dad loss millions to the really bad share market and gets angry easily plus me as a *not so bright *daughther of his has to add more burden on his financial problem again as it is 1 to a million for me to get a scholarship.Sigh....i want to see the future....i need to noe all the answers to the questions that are constantly flowing in my head. I hate not knowing anything,i hate waiting ,i hate it when people ask me how i did in the exam(pls do not remind me how bad i did) and i hate to always think about money. I guess thats all for now.ill sink back deeper into my sorrows and hope ill see the light sooner or later.

p/s: Im scared of the future.